I have an amazing ability to help everyone but myself.
I'm going to be pretty told off/ignored tomorrow. And I guess I deserve it!
Hest of the moment. To some extent I still agree with it, but would I if I was happy here? I guess not really. Which is something pretty big I need to accept for all this to ever work.
I have no right to be angry. Though, this needs to be a balance as i've kept saying. At the moment my bum is high above the ground.